Drawing Artist - face and body

I have been struggling to recover from chronic illness (Lyme disease and related disorders) since my health began to unravel a few years ago. My physical appearance is a shadow of what it used to be - I’ve lost weight, hair fallen out, appear tired and sluggish. One day I had the idea to have a drawing of my current self but fully recovered, strong, radiant, as I was before. This is for the purpose of having a look each day and encouraging my subconscious to heal, to provide hope. The drawing would therefore be a combination of how my face currently looks (my age, hair length, facial hair) and how my body used to look (or how I’d like to look). Plus maybe healthier features of my face (fuller hair, no bags under my eyes, more energy). I could provide 2-3 photos: present, past, and “ideal” body example. Small/medium size, details are important, nude male athletic body (with shorts on), color or B/W